finally, im back again after one week of absence. sorry everyone. there was so much things going on right now and there are a lot of things i wanna share and tell everyone but unfortunately i didn't have any internet. i just recently got internet, tonight actually, after waiting for 3 days. long story short, very very slow service.
anyway, just so you know the title of my blog is more cynical rather than being happy or anything. its more like yeah, can't it get any worst? first my school, thats another long story too but sorry everyone, im not in the mood in telling you guys bout what happen between me and my school. anyway, second, my break up. next, is my 2nd break up (long story short, we get back together but we broke up 2 days later) and lastly i broke my leg last week. yeah.... this turn out to be the worst year for me. and its not even middle of the year yet. i wonder whats next for me.
seriously, i feel like im in a nightmare and im not waking up at all. i hate it so much. i feel so helpless and i can't do anything about it at all. one of my friends said "it's more like you, yourself the one who is not allowed yourself to be happy". that is so not true. how can i be happy when i don't feel anything at all. it's like one bad luck at a time and i feel like it's not over yet. i hate it. and i hate it so much.
i'm so depress. somebody stab me please.
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