awkward much?

okay, i got a temporary housemate whos gonna stay here until this weekend right? so her boyfriend who is kinda visiting her is also staying here in my house since we have a spare room, so i thought, hey why not. its like nothing is gonna happen anyway. i am mostly gonna be either in my room or out. and obviously he's busy going out with his girlfriend sight seeing or whatever with her anyway. you know that is what i thought.

you know what i didnt think? i didnt think what is gonna happen at night. okay, i know i am not a very religious person. i am the last person you would think would follow all the rules. even so, i do have my limits and boundaries. there are certain things i would NEVER EVER do. first is drink any ALCOHOL. second is SEX before marriage and third is DRUGS.

the thing is, when the night time comes, these two lovebirds spend time ALOT in her bedroom, TOGETHER. okay, honestly, i am fine with that, together thing and etc. but i do NOT like the fact that they close the bedroom door which i have no idea what is going on inside the room. and no, i dont know what they are doing. hey, i am an OPEN MINDED person, but i do NOT like any sort of funny thing happening inside my house and yes it is my house coz it is my name in the contract. if you wanna do any funny business, please go to a hotel or motel or whatever. okay, anyway, its not that they just close the bedroom door, its the fact that they spend time TOGETHER in the bedroom until like 2 or 3 in the morning doing God knows what. it really makes me uncomfortable and awkward. it makes me feel like i wanna knock the door and tell the guy go to his room coz its late. but hell, i dont wanna do that. you are old enough to know what is right and wrong. you dont need anyone to tell you that. besides, don't they know i am actually HERE and they think they can do whatever they want? come on people, if you wanna do all that kind of stuff, please do it when NO ONE is actually around. just because i am sitting in my room doesnt make me invisible.

i know they are just talking to each other( i hope so), but i also appreciate if they actually consider my feelings a little bit. i do portray myself as an open minded person, but if something like this happens around me, it does concerns me. like i said before, i don't want anything funny happen in MY house (even if they tell me they didn't do anything) because i don't want to know anything that i shouldn't have and if i do because i overheard or accidentally sees, that means i have to keep my mouth shut and that is quite a heavy burden to bare. that is why i prefer not to know ABSOLUTELY anything at all.

there is a lesson here. this will be the first time and the last time, i let any of my future housemates boyfriend stays in here. it makes my life much more easier and comfortable.no more awkwardness and no more uneasiness.