i was so damn mad last night i feel like i wanna contact everyone and bar these girls from EVER finding a house at all. oh, wait till you hear their reasons for not staying her at all, after already confirm it to me 6 WEEKS AGO. one of the reasons is the distance. which is crap coz, it is not that far. even IF they think it is far, it isn't a problem at all coz in melbourne you have an efficient transportation that practically take you wherever you want. and since they will be studying in RMIT and MELB UNI which both located in the city, its definitely not a problem coz the tram which located near my house not even 10mins walk to reach the tram stop, and the tram stop EXACTLY in front of those 2 unis. i have told them this many times and i keep repeating it over and over again.
the next reason, is totally ridiculous. i feel like banging my head against the wall when i heard their reason. the other one is, is that since they are new students, they don't want to burden me because they will ask for guidance, directions, help and etc. HELLO????? are you even hearing what you are saying woman????? how the hell can that even be a reason??? do you think im that cold-hearted, leave you alone and practically ignore you for the rest of my existence here in melbourne? of course i will show you around melbourne. of course i will help you get around here. of course i dont mind help you girls. i am even more that happy to show you guys around. do you honestly think that when i first came here, i knew everything? of course i need help from other people too. if you dont ask people for help, then how are you gonna survive in other country? you cant live on your own here.
one of her friends contacted me and apologized which is of course i accepted but that doesn't help me with anything at all. that means i have to find 4 new housemates, rent and bills to pay on my own, do advertising again, interview, bla bla bla, which i dont have time for now because class is about to start in 2 weeks time. seriously, do they think it's easy to find housemates? oh yeah, another reason is that, since only 1 of them going to MELB UNI and the rest at RMIT, they said they don't one their MELB UNI friends to go all alone to the university. so basically saying, they want to go the university together and don't want to leave the MELB UNI girl behind. i was like WHAT ARE YOU SAYING? are you seriously that such a baby that you can't go out from the house on your own? how old are you seriously? they said im very independent person and they are not, i was like HELLO? like i have a choice? honestly, if my kids are acting like these girls, i would never sent them to melbourne, coz there is no way they can survive here. ok, they can survive here, but seriously, open your eyes and mind silly. if you keep doing this, you won't go that far here.
of course, i am most upset on the girl i talked with 6 weeks ago. lets call her Ms. i-just-want-to-do-the-right-thing-for-everyone coz thats what she said to me. she said she just want to end things responsibly. HELLO? if you want to end this responsibly, you should have told me last month you IDIOT! not at the very last minute. i don't care if you tell me it is hard to gather them all around and talk about the pros and cons of staying here, it is YOUR RESPONSIBILITY to talk to ALL of them thoroughly and make the final decision when i already told you the details the first time we talked 6 weeks ago. not giving me notice that you are not staying here 1 weeks before you wanna come here. besides, you and your friends already reached your conclusion 5 weeks ago when you said you already talked with you friends and they agreed to stay here. so, telling me off this short notice of course its gonna piss me off, bastards!
honestly, i don't buy whatever their reasons are. honestly, all of them sounds ridiculous and stupid. and i cant believe they got sponsorship to study here in the first place when they apparently can't think a bigger picture in life. my friends said, why i didn't ask for the money since they already decided to stay? and you know what i said, i said, i think it wont be convenient for them and besides, it would be much easier if they just pay here when they get here. dammit, i was even thinking about their well being even before they got here.
i was really upset last night. i was so upset that i can't even sleep at all. but eventually i got to take a rest and now my head is clearer a lil bit. yes i am still upset of what they did to me, but there is nothing else i can do for it. all i can do now, is search for new housemates right? so here i go, one more time. wish me luck people!
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