what should i do?

last week on Saturday, i went to a karaoke session with couple of my close friends. one of my friend, Sazril, he sang this one song called "Jangan Bersedih Lagi" by Anuar Zain. honestly, i have no idea what song is that but when he started singing and when i listen to its lyric, i just started crying and sobbing because that song definitely hit the right spot and its all true. its like the exact same situation i am right now. what makes it weird is that it suppose to be like an inspirational song or cheer me up song but at the same time it makes me even sadder. to anyone who doesn't know the song, here is the song lyric:

Jangan Bersedih Lagi
by: Anuar Zain

Kekasihku, jangan bersedih lagi
Keringkanlah titisan air mata di pipimu
Kekasihku tabahkan hati mu
Sekalipun tak pernah terduga
Halangan yang melanda
Melenyapkan impian bersama
Jangan dikesali atas apa yang terjadi
Mungkin rahmat sebaliknya
Membuahkan bahagia
Kekasihku aku tahu
Kita sama saling percaya
Tidak pernah ada dusta
Kasih antara kita
Jangan berduka
Jangan berdendam kepada sesiapa
Bersabarlah menerima
Segala- galanya dengan redha

Mungkin suatu hari
Kita akan bersama lagi
Aku masih mengharap
Segalanya kan berulang semula

i think what makes me sad when i hear this song is that the part where it said he hopes or wishes that one day maybe they can be together again. which is what i am hoping still. even though i'm not suppose to have that kinda hope because i know he's not ever coming back for me, but there is still a part in me that still hoping. still wishing that in someway.... someday....we could be together again. and it kills me to know the truth that we can never be together again but in secret wishing....hoping.... the other way around.


 he's never gonna come back to me isn't it?