when i thought i couldn't fall further down, apparently i was wrong. when i thought i couldn't cry any harder, i was wrong. when i thought i wouldn't feel much hurt, i was wrong.
right now, all i can see is darkness surrounding me. getting thicker and thicker. not an ounce of light at all. all i can see is emptiness in my heart. numb and broken. again....
how many times a woman can get broken hearted before she, herself fall into pieces? how many times can a woman can get through hell and back, over and over again? how many times can a woman take all this and still stay sane?
i have never pray harder in my entire life so that i can just forget this. i have never pray harder so i can get through this ordeal and still stay in one piece and sane. i pray even harder so that i can be happy again.
dear God, please give me strength to go through a tough time right now. please give me patience so that i will not do anything rash. please guide me to the right way. only to You i pray and only You i believe in.
God, help me.
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