thinking that the relationship was over because of my fault, was unbearable but still okay because it was just speculation but hearing from my ex saying," if you think it is, then it was your fault."
i know what most of the people would say. don't think about it so much. but i honestly think i could ever forget about it. or ignore it. seriously, it hurts so much. when we broke up, its already hurt a lot, but when he said that it was like 100 times much worst than before.
i feel like i wanna go to a deep sleep for eternity. at least dreams are much better than reality. well, dreams ARE always much better than reality but usually i still wanna wake up and face the world. but this time i just wanna lie there and sleep with happy dreams. any place is better than the real world.
it hurts. so much.
why anyone has to go through this?
i don't wanna.
Dear Niz, I know how it feels i really do, especially in long distance relationships it takes a lot of extra effort but you are willing to go through with it because you know he is worth it. Just want you to know that you are not alone in this...millions of girls go through this unbearable pain of breaking up with a loved one (including myself) so you have to be strong Niz!!! We have to percaya kepada qadaq and qdaar and everything happens for a reason atas kehendak Allah S.W.T. I know you wont believe what I say now but your pain WILL heal. I will pray that you find peace.
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take your time..jay..its all about time..like what i said..don't blame anyone including yourself..this is so called fate kan..Anyway, ko dengar lagu Jason Mraz - Detail in the fabric..Just for u..
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ReplyDeleteyes, i guess it was funny for some people. it's good to know at least i make people laughs.
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