too much tears

tears, all night long
that's okay, i'm not strong
i'm not strong enough to live without him
when will my baby see, how much he means to me?
when my baby know, how much i love him?
i'm not strong enough to live without him

but....

there is only so much i can take
and only so much i can hold
i could not do this alone
if you think it through
and you know that i am the one for you
come to me and you'll see
that i am happy for you and me

but we both know it won't be easy
or same as it used to be
if you are prepared and full of patience
and willing to do anything
then slowly, everything would turn out nicely

unless i am not the one for you
if that is what you have think through
then its time for me to say goodbye
to the man that i love so much

p/s: if i die, would anyone shed a tear for me?
       would u cry if i'm gone?