everything is different now. even though, no matter how much i love him so much, it will be different from now on.
i have always been insecure of myself in my entire life. when he was with me, even though i always doubted about myself, but there was always him to tell me how beautiful and cute and sweet i am to him. after the break up, that insecurity has tripled or more than previously.
there is a saying that "a man's word is his bond". but for me, "a woman's word is her bond" too. if i promise you something, i will keep it. all i want is the same gesture in return.
from time to time, i will think about the break up and cry like there is no tomorrow. i will be in my worst state, much worse than before. i will be depressed and i will be moody and yes much worst than before.
my love would be the same but there will be doubt about yours to me. i probably wont talk or smile or laugh as much as before too.
trust has never been the issue. but there will be now.
are you willing to do anything to make it work again?
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